Ex-assistant testifies Sean 'Diddy' Combs sexually assaulted her and used violence to get his way

NEW YORK — Sean ''Diddy'' Combs ' former personal assistant testified Thursday that the hip-hop mogul sexually assaulted her, threw her into a swimming pool, dumped a bucket of ice on her and slammed a door against her arm during a torturous eight-year tenure.

The woman, testifying at Combs' sex trafficking trial under the pseudonym ''Mia," said Combs put his hand up her dress and forcibly kissed her at his 40th birthday party in 2009, forced her to perform oral sex while she helped him pack for a trip and raped her in guest quarters at his Los Angeles home in 2010 after climbing into her bed.

''I couldn't tell him ‘no' about anything,'' Mia said, telling jurors she felt ''terrified and confused and ashamed and scared'' when Combs raped her. The assaults, she said, were unpredictable: ''always random, sporadic, so oddly spaced out where I would think they would never happen again.''

If she hadn't been called to testify, Mia said, ''I was going to die with this. I didn't want anyone to know ever.''

Speaking slowly and haltingly, Mia portrayed Combs as a controlling taskmaster who put his desires above the wellbeing of staff and loved ones. She said Combs berated her for mistakes, even ones other employees made, and piled on so many tasks she didn't sleep for days.

''It was chaotic. It was toxic,'' said Mia, who worked for Combs from 2009 to 2017, including a stint as an executive at his film studio. ''It could be exciting. The highs were really high and the lows were really low.''

Asked what determined how her days would unfold, Mia said: ''Puff's mood,'' using one of his many nicknames.

Her testimony echoed that of Combs' other personal assistants and his longtime girlfriend Cassie, who said he was demanding, mercurial and prone to violence. She is the second of three women testifying that Combs sexually abused them.

Cassie, an R&B singer whose legal name is Casandra Ventura, testified for four days during the trial's first week, telling jurors Combs subjected her to hundreds of "freak-offs'' — drug-fueled marathons in which she said she engaged in sex acts with male sex workers while Combs watched, filmed and coached them.

A third woman, ''Jane,'' is expected to testify about participating in freak-offs. Judge Arun Subramanian has permitted some of Combs' sexual abuse accusers to testify under pseudonyms for their privacy and safety.

The Associated Press does not identify people who say they're victims of sexual abuse unless they choose to make their names public, as Cassie has done.

Combs, 55, has pleaded not guilty to sex trafficking and racketeering charges. His lawyers concede he could be violent, but he denies using threats or his clout to commit abuse.

The witness recalled jumping on Combs' back in an attempt to stop him from hurting Nash and Cassie. Mia said Combs threw her into a wall and slammed Cassie's head into a bed corner, causing a deep, bloody gash on the singer's forehead. Other times, she said, Combs' abuse caused Cassie black eyes and fat lips.

Mia said Combs sometimes had her working for up to five days at a time without rest as he hopped from city to city for club appearances and other engagements, and she started relying on her ADHD medication, the stimulant Adderall, as a sleep substitute.

Combs, with residences in Miami, Los Angeles and the New York area, let Mia and other employees stay in his guest houses — but she wasn't allowed to leave without his permission and couldn't lock the doors, she testified.

''This is my house. No one locks my doors," Combs said, according to Mia.

Mia didn't appear to make eye contact with Combs, who sat back in his chair and looked forward, sometimes with his hands folded in front him, as she testified. Occasionally, he leaned over to speak with one of his lawyers or donned glasses to read exhibits. Mia kept her head down as she left the courtroom for breaks.