Hennepin County District Judge Franklin Knoll left the bench more than a decade ago, but some who stood before him stand before him still, locked in memory.
Knoll, 72, retired in 2002, then spent a decade filling in and doing part-time mediation before retiring in earnest last year.
But many nights past midnight in the quiet of his home office, Knoll tries to make sense of the human suffering he saw every day for 18 years, using an unusual brand of therapy.
The judge writes poetry.
"Writing ... to be able to put it down on paper takes care of it, you know?" Knoll said. "It's not to influence somebody. It's mainly for me. It's processing some of the human pain. There was a lot of pain."
"Your name rings, lilting, in the primal recesses of my brain since I learned fifteen years ago to say it," begins a poem he has titled "Abdullahi."
"Aab du LAH ee. It won't go away.
"Abdullahi eighteen robbed tortured stabbed cut twenty seven times chased down by the three white kids on the railroad bridge over the Mississippi. Stoned with hunks of concrete after you were dead.