With his father at peace so, finally, is Zach Parise.
It wasn't difficult to see the type of intense burden Parise was playing under the first three months of the season as his father, J.P., battled lung cancer. The strain was especially torturous that terrible final month when his dad deteriorated quickly.
"I don't know how else to say it, it was really, really hard before," Parise said Friday. "I was constantly in a funk and it was tough to get out of it. It affected me on the ice, it affected me off the ice. Lately, I've just felt better."
With family at his side, J.P. Parise, a popular former North Star, died Jan. 7. A month later, Zach still desperately misses his biggest fan every day. But that stress he endured for months as he watched his father in so much pain has vanished.
"It's almost as if after the [Jan. 16] funeral, I don't know if closure is the right word, but it was like, 'He's OK now,' " Parise said. "He's at peace, he's not suffering anymore. Going and seeing the way that he was and what he was dealing with, it took a toll on us. It was awful.
"Once I knew he was not feeling like that anymore, everything was kind of lifted off. It's still horrible. Don't get me wrong. Everything that happened, when you see a family member like that, it just kills you. But I … feel like a load's been lifted off my shoulders knowing he's at peace."
Parise's strong play since his father passed away is one big reason the Wild has points in seven of its past eight games and has won four in a row heading into Saturday's game against Colorado.
"You still deal with certain things," Parise said, referring to sad moments and sad days. "You kind of get used to that new normal and I think that probably has a lot to do with this."