The discomfort and sadness in the auditorium was palpable that Texas night in 1993, when the destitute rock legend stood on stage with his arms crossed and his gaze pointed far beyond the crowd. Bandleader Will Sexton lovingly tried to cajole the scruffy figure up to the microphone, but he wouldn't budge. They finished "Starry Eyes" without him and left it at that.
The latest in a long string of Roky Erickson revivals had ended as messily as all the rest.
Eighteen years later, Erickson took the stage at the same event, the Austin Music Awards, backed by Curt and Cris Kirkwood of the Meat Puppets. This time he didn't need any prodding. On perfect cue, he delivered the otherworldly howl that kicks off his signature 1966 tune. One of rock's greatest comeback stories was confirmed.
"You're Gonna Miss Me" was the song, a pioneering psychedelic-rock classic by Erickson's former band the 13th Floor Elevators. They played it on "American Bandstand," and it has since appeared everywhere from the movie "High Fidelity" to an NBC Olympics special — hand-picked by snowboarder Shaun White, a Roky fan — to a recent Dell Computer commercial.
Erickson himself went missing, though, during nearly 40 years of mistreated mental illness that left him living in squalor until the mid-'00s.
A monthlong tour, which includes his first-ever Minnesota concert Monday at First Avenue, is the latest small victory among the enormous steps he has taken to return to the stage. And something of a personal victory for this writer — I once had an unforgettable conversation with Erickson in the mid-'90s but thought it impossible to ever truly talk to him — the 66-year-old singer recently sat for a half-hour phone interview, patched through by his wife, Dana, with whom he reunited a few years ago after decades apart.
"We just make sure we take it easy," Erickson said a few times during our chat, talking excitedly in his friendly, nasal drawl about the bit of touring he has done. "We stop a whole lot, at restaurants and shops with little knick-knacks. And then I like to try to relax at the shows and take it easy, because that way I can sing more smoothly."
As I was forewarned by Erickson's manager, Darren Hill — who also happens to manage Paul Westerberg — he understandably doesn't like to talk about the worst parts of his past. Sadly, that's a lot of parts.