In the seven months since Sen. John Hoffman was shot nine times in the doorway of his home, he has learned that healing from physical and emotional trauma is not linear.
“Recovery is a process,” Hoffman, DFL-Champlin said. “Physically, you have good days, and there are sometimes where you just hit the wall and I’m physically just done.”
Hoffman and his wife, Yvette Hoffman, were shot early June 14 by the same man accused of murdering House DFL Leader Melissa Hortman and her husband, Mark Hortman. The man, Vance Boelter, is accused of dressing up like a police officer to target Democratic lawmakers in the dead of night, shining a flashlight in the Hoffmans’ eyes when they answered the door. Authorities allege Boelter had written plans to target many more.
Seven months into his recovery, Hoffman was in good spirits Monday, Jan. 19 during an interview in his office in the Minnesota Senate Building — his first with the Star Tribune since his attempted killing. But he said he’s still working on healing. As an avid drummer, he’s frustrated he hasn’t regained strength in his left arm, he said. He’s working on that in physical therapy.
“I’m angry, absolutely angry, but now’s not the time for grievance,” Hoffman said. “Now’s the time for gratitude.”
Still, he said, that night comes flooding back.
The shots fired by an Immigration and Customs Enforcement agent that killed Renee Nicole Good triggered his memory of rounds fired into his body and at Yvette Hoffman.
“That noise, that sound never leaves you,” Hoffman said, referring to gunfire. “Certain things never leave you … Lights in my eyes, that never leaves me.”