For months, the nurse watched as her union and her employer waged an increasingly bitter contract fight.
Then the conflict came to a head: The Minnesota Nurses Association called for an open-ended strike against 14 Twin Cities hospitals, including her own.
Finally, she thought, enough is enough.
"We say we're striking for patients," said the nurse, who works at Children's Hospital in Minneapolis and asked to remain anonymous. "But we're sticking them right in the middle of this nasty fight. ... It's not the right thing to do."
Nurses like her are clearly a minority in a 12,000-member union that has mobilized with remarkable discipline and vigor in recent weeks. Nurses have turned out by the thousands for picketing, picnics and other shows of solidarity. In a statement Friday, the union noted: "We are a family of 12,000 nurses. Like any family we may have times where a few of us disagree on the best approach to a certain situation. But we are a democratic association, and more than 87 percent of our nurses voted on June 21 to call for an open-ended strike."
But as they draw within days of what could be a historic walkout, some dissenters are saying it's time to speak out, voicing concerns about their union's aggressive tactics, what they consider reckless accusations of unsafe staffing, and the risks of walking away from good jobs in a bad economy. Even if their numbers are small, they could prove pivotal if they refuse to support a strike called for July 6.
Among nurses who spoke to the Star Tribune in recent days, all except one asked to remain anonymous, saying they fear retaliation. Some have decided to resign from the union.
"The atmosphere has changed so much," said the Children's nurse. "The nurses are on different sides -- the striking versus not-striking."