Wild defenseman Keith Ballard, talking publicly for the first time since suffering a concussion and three facial fractures Dec. 9, acknowledged Monday that he may contemplate retirement once he is symptom free.
A husband and father to two children, Ballard wants to be healthy in his post-hockey career. He said though there's no use deciding on his future now because he's still experiencing symptoms from yet another concussion in his 10-year career.
"I'm not ready to decide that stuff, but knowing what we know about concussions, I have to think about the long-term," said Ballard, a Baudette, Minn., native who played on two Gophers national championship teams. "I've had three in 14 months, five in five years, not to mention all the times you get hit and say, 'I've got my bell rung,' and you're dizzy for a period. That happens probably a lot more than people know.
"I have to think about the long-term effects, but again, I'm not ready to make that decision yet. But answering it honestly, yeah, I'm going to think about it."
Last month, Ballard was frighteningly checked face-first into the top of the boards between the benches by the Islanders' Matt Martin. A bloodied Ballard fell to the ice and began convulsing as medical trainers, doctors and paramedics rushed to his assistance. It was the latest in an unlucky, injury-plagued two-year Wild career.
Ballard didn't need surgery, but he said it was tough "coming home and my face is pretty smashed up and seeing my kids again. I was so out of it for the first week, it was just kind of a blur. I sat on the couch and didn't do much."
He has watched the replay.
"The after part was kind of scary," Ballard said. "I was in a bad spot. I think I was in a bad spot regardless. I dumped the puck and he's playing on the other side of the ice and he comes all the way over to finish his check. Which I understand that. Guys like that, that's what they do. For me, I was kind of trying to side step it and he moved right with me."