Nick Blackburn remembers telling his wife that if he had to have another operation, he probably wouldn't pitch anymore.
That was two surgeries ago.
Which explains why the righthanded Oklahoman, just 32 years old and walking on a knee with no remaining cartilage, is looking forward to spring training not in Florida or Arizona, but at Washington High School in Oklahoma, about 10 miles south of Norman. This fall, the former Twins pitcher takes over as the baseball head coach for the Warriors, hoping to pass along secrets of his sinker and changeup to a new generation of athletes.
He also serves as a good example of what a lifetime spent trying to get big-league hitters out can do. "At some point, your body just starts breaking down," said Blackburn, who has undergone multiple surgeries on his knee, elbow and wrist — nine in all, including the latest one in May. "My right knee is bone-on-bone, no cartilage left. It was just beat to death."
Even so, just 12 months ago, Blackburn believed he still had a future in the major leagues. After all, he won 43 games over his six-year career with the Twins despite a fastball that rarely hit 90 miles per hour, and he earned more than $16 million doing it. From 2008 to '10, he pitched 560 innings; no other Twin has had as many over a three-year span since.
His wrist began bothering him in 2011, however, especially when he threw a changeup. But he kept pitching. "I pitched a season and a half with a damaged ligament in my wrist. I was in pain pretty much the whole 2012 season, but the worst part was how I was overcompensating for it," Blackburn said. "When you only throw 89 miles per hour, you need Kevlar out there if the ball's not moving. So I was doing everything I could to get the ball to break a little, to drop a little, and I was putting all kinds of stress on my elbow and legs."
He finally had surgery last spring and spent much of the summer rehabbing his wrist in Fort Myers, Fla. When the wrist healed, he was able to throw a cutter and a changeup again, and both were moving better than they had in years. "I was getting excited. I knew I wouldn't be back with the Twins, but I thought I was in good shape for a tryout with a new team" in 2014, he said.
But when he got back on the mound in July, the throbbing returned to his knees. He made a couple of starts at Class AA New Britain, then was sent to Rochester. In the fifth inning on July 23, his only Class AAA start, he covered first base on a ground ball — and his career abruptly ended. "When I hit the bag, it felt like someone hit me with a sledgehammer. Just shooting pain," Blackburn said. "I took some injections, but it was pretty obvious the knee needed to be cleaned out. And when they did it, [doctors] said it needed a lot more work done, just so I can walk without pain again."