Sylvia Fowles promised herself she wouldn't cry.
Because it was a happy time. The Lynx were starting their playoff run to the 2017 title. Fowles, the Lynx's star center, had just finished a WNBA regular-season run for the ages and was about to take the stage to accept the league's MVP trophy.
And then, with the same speed at which the 6-6 Fowles can run the floor on a fast break, she went from smiles to sobs. A catharsis 10 years in the making.
"I said I wasn't going to tear up,'' she said, her voice cracking.
This is as good a place as any to start Fowles' 2018 story. She is the reigning MVP for both the regular season and the WNBA Finals. She is coming off the best season of her career. Already a dominating presence on defense, she became deadly efficient on the offensive end last summer. When Fowles looks back at that season, at those playoffs, she is rightfully proud.
But when she remembers that moment on the stage, the tears streaming?
"It was the cumulation of a lot of things,'' Fowles said. "A whole lot of things. Me dealing with injuries my first few years. Frustration in Chicago, we can't win. Then you want to leave and they hold you. Wanting to be better. Sitting out to get to Minnesota. And, finally getting here and finding it was everything you had always imagined in your head the WNBA could be? Put that all together. What you saw, that night, was years of emotion pouring out.''
In one stream of consciousness, Fowles' WNBA story.