In 2001, I moved into an art studio at the Northrup King Building, a former seed factory in northeast Minneapolis with the square footage of the Mall of America if not the Cinnabons.
Most of the complex was empty, and still largely is — a ghost town of gears and conveyor belts and offices littered with seed catalogs. It's a mechanical maze, like the inside of a clock.
My shared studio is on the fourth floor, with a row of windows facing downtown and an admonition stamped long ago on the wall: PLEASE DO NOT SPIT ON FLOOR.
To stand in such a space at twilight, looking out at Northeast's darkening steeples as the trains run past, rattling the windows like bandsaws, is to sense a ghost. To hold history in your mind for a moment before realizing the boss is gone, there is wine and cheese, and you can spit if you like.
The building's first artists were squatters. The property manager and I once discovered an ad-hoc studio in one of the remote crannies. Apparently abandoned in a hurry, the room held racks of paintings, Artforum magazines from the 1980s, a scooter lying where it was dropped, presumably decades before. After looking around, the manager simply closed the door, as if the space were sacred, as if it were a time capsule we had no business opening.
When I first moved in, few people besides artists and their friends knew about the building, much less the smaller warrens of art studios nearby. Even fewer people were comfortable venturing inside. The first time I wandered the halls of Northrup King for an open studio event, I felt like an impostor, like the rent collector.
The event was an early iteration of Art-A-Whirl, a free-range tour of artists' studios throughout northeast Minneapolis that will be held for the 21st time this weekend. It's one of the few times of year when easels are pushed aside and the public is welcomed in.
When I first showed my photography at Art-A-Whirl, in 2002, I nearly threw up in my car on the way over. What if my work was terrible? What if it was so terrible I was asked to leave — or worse, forced to stay and defend it?