What should be a cherished, career-best memory for Netherlands runner Yvonne Hak — winning a silver medal at the 2010 European Championships — now just feels "strange and frustrating."
That's because of the expose broadcast on German television this week that appears to have blown a lid off systematic doping and corruption in Russian sports. The ARD documentary, largely based on testimony from Russian whistleblowers and seemingly meticulously researched, included blurry images of a woman saying on hidden camera that she takes the banned steroid oxandrolone, that coaches "cover up the tests" and "my husband has very good contacts to the doping control laboratory."
ARD identified the woman as reigning Olympic 800-meter champion Maria Savinova — the same runner who beat Hak in 2010.
Yet, in a telephone interview, there is barely a note of surprise in Hak's soft and even voice. Athletes long harbored misgivings about "shady" Russian competitors and their "really closed world," she said.
"We all knew it," she said. "All athletes talked about it."
If even half of what ARD alleged is true, then this is a Lance Armstrong moment, potentially make-or-break, for Russian sports and for the wider sports world's anti-doping system built up over 15 years to try to keep it clean and credible.
Just as rampant drug use and lying in the Armstrong era destroyed the credibility of cycling, ARD's claims of widespread doping in an array of Russian sports, of anti-doping officials paid to look the other way and of the extortion of a three-time Chicago Marathon winner to hush up a positive test could poison everything the 2018 host of the football World Cup does in sport for years to come. Russia's previous successes, including topping the medals tables at the 2014 Winter Olympics it hosted in Sochi, would be tarnished by association, too.
Even back in 2010, people involved in her sport were telling Hak it was surely only a matter of time before Russia would be unmasked and justice done, she recalled.