I'll admit it. I'm a football hypocrite.
How many of you are? And how many of you, like me, have wondered what it would take for you to change?
I cringe at the violent hits, especially those aimed at or caused by heads, without losing interest in the logos on the side of the helmets.
I note the increasing number of players who retire to save their brains, yet save my weekly fascination for the performances of the players who risk their brains for my entertainment.
Jerry Seinfeld famously said that in sports we root for laundry.
With the NFL, it's usually dirty laundry.
Let's admit it: This is wrong. This is a blood sport in which you can't always see the blood.
But I'll watch this season, even when my job does not require me to. And I'll write about games in which someone's brain is severely damaged without making much of the injury, because familiarity breeds apathy.