Tony Miller quit a factory job in 2005 to join the Army.
"In Iraq, our team had the latitude to do a lot of violent things," said Miller, who served two tours. "I thrived in that environment. Then we were turned back into society. And you can't do that in civilian society.''
Miller, 40, was headed for trouble in the Twin Cities after his military service. He sold drugs. And it gave him the same rush as combat.
"The black market is dangerous,' he said. "I had a gun. I carried drugs. The people I dealt with carried drugs and guns. The danger was addicting.''
Miller was arrested and jailed for possession of a firearm and drugs in 2015. Under threat of criminal prosecution and several years in prison, he entered a fledgling Minnesota veterans court program that required a guilty plea, apology, probation and more.
Miller, who had never been in a fight before Iraq, also did not consider counseling after his tour for his "invisible injuries." He eventually was diagnosed with PTSD.
"By 2019, I accomplished everything the judge ordered, including graduating from vets court, staying drug- and alcohol-free and getting treatment at the VA," Miller said. "I never violated probation. And I was attending college at the University of St. Thomas."
Today, Miller helps other vets as a mental health case manager with the Department of Veterans Affairs, the agency that helped him work through his war-related demons.