A man facing execution for 1998 murder addresses Utah parole board, asks for life sentence instead

A man facing execution next month for the murder his girlfriend's mother asked state officials Monday to spare his life, saying he is not the same person he was when he killed the woman after a day of drinking and using drugs.

Taberon Dave Honie told the Utah parole board that he never planned to kill 49-year-old Claudia Benn and doesn't remember much about the killing, which happened when Benn's three grandchildren, including Honie's 2-year-old daughter, were in her home. He would never have committed the crime had he been in his ''right mind'', he said.

''I earned my place in prison. What I'm asking today for this board to consider is ‘Would you allow me to exist?','' he said during the first day of a two-day hearing at the Utah State Correctional Facility in Salt Lake City.

Honie said he wanted to continue to be able to be there for his mother and his daughter, who is in recovery for substance abuse, but he acknowledged that killing his daughter's grandmother devastated her family.

Honie's daughter, Tressa Honie, also addressed the board. She said that in taking her grandmother from her, her father had also robbed her of himself, but he tries to help her as best he can now. She also spoke about how awful it is to be caught in the middle of a tragedy that has hurt both sides of her family.

''There's noise everywhere,'' she said.

Attorneys for the state have urged the board to reject the request for a lesser sentence.

The proceedings come after state officials said Saturday that they no longer plan to use an untested combination of execution drugs that Honie's lawyers said could cause ''excruciating pain.'' They will use a single different drug instead — pentobarbital — which has been used by other states and in federal executions.

The scheduled Aug. 8 execution would be Utah's first since Ronnie Lee Gardner was killed by firing squad in 2010, according to the state Department of Corrections.

During the hearing, the defense also presented testimony that Honie's childhood was infused with multigenerational trauma in part from his parents and others on the Hopi Indian Reservation where he grew up were taken away from their homes and put in government boarding schools. Both his parents had ''very severe alcohol problems'' and fought in front of their children in their two-room home, with his mother threatening to shoot herself with a gun during one fight, Victoria Reynolds, a clinical psychologist and expert in psychological trauma, said.

Honie, who was exposed to alcohol in his mother's womb, began drinking regularly when he was around 12, as his brain was still developing, and also used other drugs like marijuana and cocaine, she said.

''These outcomes are larger than just Mr. Honie,'' she said.

Attorneys for the state said that characterization failed to capture the brutality of the attack, and the fact that Honie had said hours before it occurred that he intended to kill Benn.

Honie's lawyers blame poor legal advice for allowing Honie to be sentenced by a judge instead of a jury that might have been more sympathetic and spared him the death penalty.

''Mr. Honie has always expressed genuine remorse and sadness ... from the moment he was arrested,'' they wrote in his commutation petition. Honie has a grown daughter and is ''worthy of mercy,'' it said.

But attorneys for the state said the judge who sentenced Honie already considered his remorse, his difficult upbringing and his state of intoxication when he killed Benn. Honie, then 22, smashed a glass door to enter Benn's house while she was home with her grandchildren then severely beat and slashed her, according to court documents.

Police arrived at the home to find him covered in blood, the documents said.

Honie was convicted in 1999 of aggravated murder.

After decades of failed appeals, Honie's execution warrant was signed last month despite defense objections to the planned lethal drug combination of the sedative ketamine, the anesthetic fentanyl and potassium chloride to stop his heart. Honie's attorneys sued, and corrections officials agreed to switch to pentobarbital.