Michele Kelm-Helgen sat near the plate glass window of the U.S. Bank Plaza, her small frame hunched over a cup of coffee. The prow of the gleaming new stadium that has absorbed her life and put her under intense public scrutiny loomed in the distance.
Two days after being grilled by legislators over the use of suites at the Vikings new home, Kelm-Helgen, chairwoman of the Minnesota Sports Facilities Authority, was contrite and, at times, emotional. She was trying to defend herself without sounding defensive, trying to persuade a reporter that she gets it, when that very phrase makes anyone who uses it sound exactly like they don't.
To her credit, Kelm-Helgen didn't employ the popular "mistakes were made." She wishes she could go back in time and have a do-over. She wishes she would have recognized and dealt with the bitter skepticism surrounding the U.S. Bank Stadium, and conducted a thorough vetting of the MSFA's suite policies, which were similar to the policies that were in place in the Metrodome for decades, she said.
"I should have known everything about this stadium generates controversy," said Kelm-Helgen. "If I could go back and start over again and have a public board meeting and have a lengthy discussion about what the policy has been and what the new policy would be, I would. I had so many balls in the air trying to get the stadium on track, should I have been concerned? Yes, I regret that."
"Have you ever considered resigning?" I asked Kelm-Helgen. She stared out the window toward the stadium for a few moments, but didn't answer, not with words, anyway.
"This is the hardest thing I've ever done," she said.
I asked Kelm-Helgen why she was the one taking the heat and not anyone else, such as CEO Ted Mondale.
"I have some ideas about that," she said. But then, as she would several times during the interview, she shook her head and said nothing.