Paul Goydos never gave much thought to this part of his golf career.
"Being 24 or 44 is meaningless in this sport," he said. "You have to go out there and play and beat the guy and the course. You get lost in that journey; your age kind of disappears."
Then a funny thing happened earlier this season playing out a medical extension on the PGA Tour. Reality reared its head and hit Goydos in a way he could no longer deny.
The combined age of Goydos' playing partners didn't add up to his 49.
"Happened twice," Goydos said with a sigh.
Three weeks ago, a month after turning 50, he tied for 70th in the John Deere Classic, just his fourth made cut of the season. Without enough earnings to continue his exempt status on the PGA Tour, Goydos took some time to finally come to grips with his age.
He was no longer on an eternal summer vacation under the sun. The time had come to move on with his career.
"I never looked at myself as being old," he said. "I was always a 25-year-old playing golf and all of a sudden I'm 50."