The edge creeps into Harlan Poppler's voice as he talks of watching helplessly while his dairy farm was bled dry and the power company refused to believe that its electricity was slowly killing his herd.
He says it's hard to pinpoint the worst part, but dissolves into tears when he describes his 5-year-old son pushing a toy tractor across the living room floor, plastic cows piled in its bucket.
"You ask what he's doing and he says 'I'm just taking the dead cows out of the barn like Dad does,' " said Poppler, who lost a third of the herd on his Waverly farm. "That's not the way dairy farmers take care of their cattle. It is not OK to drag dead cows out of the barn."
Poppler's five-year fight with the Wright Hennepin Cooperative Electric Association is the latest in the decades-long dispute pitting Midwestern farmers against their power companies. As issue is whether stray electrical currents are cutting milk production and ultimately killing dairy cows.
At least six stray voltage lawsuits are active in Minnesota and frustrated farmers and their advocates see a recent court ruling in Poppler's favor as a sign that the tide is turning in their direction.
"It's a major problem and nobody seems to want to fix it," said state Sen. Bruce Anderson, a Republican from Buffalo who has pushed for legislation to address the situation.
The utilities have countered with research from the 1990s showing that electricity conducted into dairy herds is not significant enough to cause harm to the animals.
"We're seeing a lot of farmers being put under a lot of stress from the market, and it's causing them to point the finger somewhere else," said Daniel Bellig, co-counsel for Wright- Hennepin in the Poppler case.