Everson Griffen's voice trailed off in midsentence into silence. And then he smiled.
He misses his mom, he said. Sabrina Scott's unexpected death in October while in town visiting her son remains as painful now as that horrible day. He takes solace in knowing that she would have loved his "Sack Daddy" celebration, which he dedicates to her. And he knows she would have been proud of him.
"I always talk to her," Griffen said. "I feel her all the time with me."
Inspired by his mother's death, Griffen has energized the Vikings defense as a pass-rushing specialist. His late-season charge culminated with a three-sack performance against the Green Bay Packers last week that helped set up Saturday night's rematch at Lambeau Field.
"A game like that gives you more confidence, gives you more attitude and a little bit more swagger," he said.
Not that Griffen ever has lacked confidence, attitude or swagger. Just the opposite.
Griffen played the part of problem child as an NFL rookie, becoming a bigger distraction than any fourth-round pick ever should be. He barely made a ripple with his play, and off the field, he registered two separate arrests in the same weekend and conceived an ill-advised Las Vegas Super Bowl party that he ultimately canceled because of the negative publicity it received.
Freakishly athletic for a defensive lineman, Griffen also was undeniably immature, and his football career seemed destined to flame out before he had a chance to realize his true potential. His actions tested the team's patience and necessitated a few stern lectures from his head coach.