I was 16 when I attended the Juneteenth celebration in 2007, where gun violence cut short a young life.
In 2015, I stood at the corner of Plymouth and James and talked to neighbors who were shaken by the police killing they had just witnessed.
I've sat through countless North Side funerals where the rooms are full; the community experiencing and bearing witness to this trauma we share.
Our pain has often been exploited as a reason we need only police, a reason why change and new approaches pose too big a risk.
But whether overall crime has been up or down, north Minneapolis has been forced to carry the burden of gun violence in our city. This is the "norm" some are proposing we maintain.
So, how do we create a more just and safe place to live? In this discussion — our city's current discussion — North Siders are presented as having only one perspective. This ignores the true diversity of our opinions.
As someone who was born and raised here, I've seen the full spectrum — I've experienced both community violence and police violence, and I've also experienced the specific abundance that North Siders possess when collectively caring for one another amid them both. I fully understand how impossible it can feel to look toward the future when children have been killed in your neighborhood.
Change can be scary, but what's scarier is the cost to our community when we do nothing to adequately invest in our youth, our mental health and our economic agency. Neighborhood violence and police violence are often two sides of the same traumatic coin.