In the 25 years since she last recorded music and fronted a band, Cindy Lawson would firmly shake her head anytime a friend or peer encouraged her to start singing and writing songs again.
"I truly thought I was never going back," she said. "That person you saw up on stage then seemed like a totally different person to me."
Turns out, that person — the frontwoman for the pop-punky '80s/'90s Twin Cities bands the Clams and Whoops Kitty — was still there. It took the calamity of the past few years to draw it out of her, along with the calm of growing older.
Or as she so eloquently put it, "I have zero [expletives] to give at my age."
What was supposed to be Lawson's 60th birthday bash at the Minneapolis Eagles Club on Saturday has turned into a showcase for her new EP — coyly titled "New Tricks" — and her new band, which has already played several well-received gigs.
Saturday's show is also doubling as a benefit concert for Afghan women and refugee services via the International Institute of Minnesota. Plus it will feature a reunion of Lawson with other women who were pioneers in the local punk/indie-rock scene in the 1980s and '90s.
She's teaming with members of Zuzu's Petals, the Blue Up?, Morticia, Smut and other Clams as a new all-star all-female ensemble dubbed Les Detachables. The name is a play on Wanda Sykes' comedy bit about "detachable vaginas," but Lawson said it more seriously refers to "all the ways women have been removed from the table in arts, politics, everything."
"Women over the age of 40 or 50 are seen as invisible in so many ways," she said, "but the truth is I feel more powerful, more bulletproof than I ever have.