CLARA CITY, MINN. - Janice Harms sat in the drizzle Monday morning, her wheelchair facing a swath of asbestos-riddled rubble, and thought about the fickle nature of luck.
Eight weeks ago she counted herself among the fortunate. When her house 2 miles north of town blew up around her ears in the middle of the night, she survived with just a few broken bones.
This week, looking on as men in protective gear collect, crush and cart off the remains of her home and belongings, she's not so sure.
"This is so hard to watch. It just hurts," said Harms, 65. "I mean, I'm lucky to be here, to be alive even. But I lost so much -- everything here, and Toby, my black lab."
On Aug. 13, Harms got up shortly after 3 a.m. to go to the bathroom and realized she had left the kitchen light on. Returning to bed through the kitchen, she said, she pulled the light chain. It triggered the explosion. She was saved from the collapsing timbers by the sturdy frame of her Frigidaire. Rescuers with a backhoe pulled her from the rubble an hour later, and she emerged with a broken left hand and left heel.
Then, last month, while still recovering at the Clara City nursing home, she was served with papers by a county public health officer ordering her to clean up the rubble. Bits of the destroyed house were strewn across her half-acre lot and onto adjacent property owned by her brother, Calvin.
"They could have just asked me," Harms said. "It's kind of embarrassing to get an order like that."
Unable to drive because of her broken bones, Harms got rides to the site of the century-old farmhouse, which was built by her German-immigrant grandfather, Jacob Harms, to see what she could do.