The moment he walked out the bullpen door, Jose Berrios understood what Ervin Santana meant. When a starting pitcher goes through his normal routine, methodically preparing to pitch at a fixed time he has known for days, the excitement he feels about the assignment is like a slow boil: genuine, but not overwhelming.
But when you are in the bullpen, ready to hop up and go 100 percent at a moment's notice?
"You get pumped up. It's different," said Berrios, who was reminded of that distinction Friday night, when he pitched the fifth and part of the sixth inning and ultimately earned the win against the Tigers. "I talked to Ervin and told him how I felt, and he said, 'Yeah, that's exactly how I felt.' "
Berrios consulted Santana because he realizes that his second major league relief appearance will probably be nothing like his first: If Tuesday's wild-card game requires it, Berrios will follow the All-Star to the mound with a season's worth of pressure on him.
"I know how much it means. It's just a matter of being ready," Berrios said through an interpreter. "Yeah, my adrenaline will probably be pumping really high, but it's just a game. We have to go and enjoy it."
Berrios had hoped that his stellar second season — the 23-year-old Puerto Rican is 14-8 this season with a 3.89 ERA and 139 strikeouts in 145⅔ innings — might earn the wild-card start for himself, but he understands why manager Paul Molitor chose Santana, the 13-year veteran who won 16 games and posted a 3.28 ERA. And he suspected, even before Molitor and pitching coach Neil Allen approached him, that he might be called upon to be ready on Tuesday.
"I've had a good year, I knew that. I was just wondering, in case I got that game, but we know that Erv is Erv," Berrios said. "He's made his name and we respect that. So when I knew when he was going to pitch, because of the year I've had, I knew I would have to be ready to come in and win. There's no second game to pitch."
It's a role that Santana served himself a decade ago. In fact, Santana has made more relief appearances in the postseason (six) than during the regular season (three).