My fascination with the Grand Canyon began when I was 12 years old. My grandmother took the family on a tour of the West aboard the Santa Fe Super Chief. Our first stop was Williams, Ariz., and the canyon was etched in snow, a stark contrast to the burgundy, red, pink, brown and tan of its walls, buttes and plateaus.
I returned 50 years later for a brief stop and a mile-and-half hike down the Bright Angel Trail. It was spring and I could see the trail in the distance, snaking its way to the Colorado River. And I knew I had to return and walk to the bottom of the canyon. It struck me as a spiritual place, like Lake Superior, designed to demonstrate to the self-important how puny a role we play in the scheme of things.
I came back in early August with Don Shelby, my friend and adventure guide since we met in the WCCO-TV newsroom in 1979. We've been on three canoe trips to the Boundary Waters Canoe Area Wilderness and a horseback expedition to Montana's Bob Marshall Wilderness Area. Shelby is good in the outdoors: Confident, calm and controlled — especially in the face of the unexpected.
And I was not expecting what happened as we hiked down the South Kaibab Trail toward the Phantom Ranch on a sunny Saturday morning. I had just fallen, for the second time, on my tailbone and struggled to get to my feet with my pack and one gallon of water. I knew this wasn't going to be a walk in the park, not at our age. (Shelby is 68 and I'm 75).
The trail was rocky, steep and treacherous because of the monsoon rains the day before. You had to step down a foot or 18 inches in some spots, from a log into a puddle and onto a slippery rock. I had hiking poles to lean on but, after that second fall, I seemed to lose strength in the quadriceps muscle of my left leg. I couldn't stand on it.
We weren't even halfway down and I was feeling beaten, bothered, bruised and beleaguered. I called for Shelby, who helped me to my feet and carried my (and his) pack for the next half-mile. As I hobbled along, I was overcome with second thoughts: What made me think I could do this in the middle of summer — the temperature in the canyon's gorge reaches 106 degrees — and well beyond my middle age?
I did spend four months preparing, training of sorts, hiking 25 miles a week, carrying a 15-pound pack, walking up and down hills around Carver Lake in Woodbury. But that's not the Grand Canyon and this wasn't like the trail I remembered from my visit in 2003.
By the time we crossed the Colorado River on a suspension bridge, I had my pack back and discovered, if not a second wind, at least an extra breath to keep me going to the ranch, our bread and bunkhouse for the night. Before we got there, Don and I sat down on a rock and had a heart-to-heart, senior-to-senior chat.