She cries when she gets angry, Barb Olson, executive director of the Southside Family Nurturing Center in Minneapolis, told the Hennepin County Board on Friday.
"You just need to know that," she told commissioners. "My husband does. He just ignores it."
Then Olson, her voice quaking and eyes filling with tears, told them what she thinks will happen if the county slashes the funding of agencies like hers that offer support and counseling to low-income Minneapolis families.
"We will feel it in this city for five and 10 years -- when those kids get into trouble, when they stumble in school, when they feel overwhelmed, when they get angry that they lived in such poverty for so long ..."
She paused. "When everything is bleak, it's hard to see the color."
Olson was one of several nonprofit directors who last week asked the board to rethink $5 million in scheduled cuts to 78 nonprofit social services providers.
To some degree, their pleas just might have worked.
On Tuesday, a County Board committee will consider restoring funding for some providers and offering more transitional funds, said Curt Haats, chief financial officer for the county's Human Services and Public Health Department.