John Heuer describes himself as a monster and a drunk on the day last May that he kidnapped an 8-year-old girl from a St. Paul laundromat and sexually assaulted her in his home.
As he drove her away, he told a judge Friday, he thought about turning his car around and returning the girl to her family. But he was too scared, he said.
The abduction, reported about 6:40 p.m., triggered a rare Amber Alert and waves of shock across the Twin Cities.
At Heuer's sentencing hearing Friday, Anoka County District Judge Jenny Walker Jasper sentenced him to 19 years in prison. The punishment was nearly the maximum allowed under the state's sentencing guideline.
"I wish I could make it all go away," the judge said at the end of the sentencing hearing. "All I can do is try and protect public safety."
Heuer, 48, of Spring Lake Park, had waived his right to a trial and pleaded guilty to kidnapping and sexual assault earlier this year. He allegedly lured the girl into his truck from the Giant Wash Coin Laundry in St. Paul with a puppy.
He took her to his townhouse, where he kissed, fondled and had oral sex with her, according to the charges against him. He had been drinking at a bar and strip club next to the laundromat.
The girl distracted Heuer at his townhouse and fled, according to court documents. Neighbors found her outside and called police about 7:20 p.m.