Doubts crept into Samarria Brevard's head every year, after each of her first four X Games. All of them ended without a medal.
Maybe she wasn't a contest skater, more of an artist. Maybe skating was her lifestyle but not her sport.
Even before her second run in the women's Street Skateboarding final, which ended with her earning a silver medal, her mind was at ease only because the competition was almost complete.
Moments later, as she waited to receive a medal around her neck, she leaned against a metal barrier and asked Mimi Knoop, the founder of the Women's Skateboarding Alliance, "Does that mean life is going to change?"
The pessimism was gone.
"It's hard to think that way when you've got a medal," said Brevard, 23.
Knoop, who has sponsored Brevard since the skater was 16 and is a five-time X Games medalist, said some skaters break inside the X Games environment. The crowds, the attention — everything is bigger.
"You're used to doing it on your own, expressing yourself in your own way," Knoop said. "Then all of a sudden everyone is watching you. It's this kind of parallel universe."