After a month, the tears are still close to the surface and come easily, none more so than when Danielle Jelinek's lilting and carefully preserved voice is heard in a digitally recorded storybook of "The Night Before Christmas," reading to her 4-year-old nephew.
"I love you, Cedar," it concludes, adding an affectionate pet name: "Love, Auntie Nunu."
The tears are Cory Jelinek's. She, her son and her 27-year-old sister lived together in Oakdale -- until Jelinek was reported missing on Dec. 9.
"A thousand things run through your head," Cory Jelinek said, describing the cruel dilemma of not wanting to extinguish flickering hope, yet trying to come to terms with a reality that is unknown.
"She's the last thing I think about when I go to bed, and the first thing I think about when I wake up," said Ed Jelinek, their father.
The person with whom Jelinek was last seen, Aaron Schnagl, 28, sits in the Anoka County jail, awaiting a court hearing next week in one of two drug cases in which he is now involved.
Tight-lipped investigators soldier on in their quest for clues, mostly around the lakes and wooded farmlands in Chisago Lake Township, where Schnagl lived. In their latest effort this past weekend, a dive-and-search training exercise by the Washington County Sheriff's Office was combined with a search in Bone Lake, with no results. Remote camera searches in Chisago County also have begun.
Volunteers, summoned by social media and brought by the busload, slogged through knee-deep snow for several days after Jelinek disappeared. They were called off because of dangerous conditions, but this week were distributing fliers around the area. A few, still feeling a need to somehow be of service, venture out on their own to look for clues.