Jessica Aguilar says she feels overwhelmed at times.
When the pandemic hit, the 26-year-old Andover resident not only temporarily lost her job as a debt collector, but she also heard daily from her longtime partner, Omar Castro, about his fears that COVID-19 could spread in the jail where he was detained by immigration authorities.
And Aguilar worried that even if Castro stayed healthy, he might be deported after two offenses related to driving while impaired. She wondered if she and their 3-year-old daughter, Aviana Castro, would ever see him again.
Now, Aguilar might soon face the prospect that she also could be deported.
The U.S. Supreme Court will soon decide the fate of Aguilar and hundreds of thousands of people like her — the so-called Dreamers — who were brought to the U.S. without authorization as children and granted temporary legal protections under the Deferred Action for Childhood Arrivals (DACA) policy. Lower courts upheld the program after President Donald Trump ended it in 2017, but judges on the nation's highest court appeared favorable to his administration's appeal when hearing oral arguments in November.
If DACA goes away, "I would be left with nothing, really," Aguilar said. "It would be back to zero. No identification, nothing to protect me, nothing to have a good job."
Aguilar's parents moved the family to the U.S. from Mexico without legal documentation in the mid-1990s, when she was just a few months old. She grew up in Andover feeling similar to her American friends but recognized by high school that her immigration status would limit her path to work or college.
As classmates excitedly planned their futures, Aguilar felt embarrassed and ashamed to disclose how her status might prevent her from following her dream to become a nurse. Teachers in a multicultural program urged her to fill out college financial aid applications, but she made excuses, not wanting to tell them that she didn't have a Social Security number, which is required to apply.