When I let the cast go, I could hear the fly line whistle through my rod guides. I envisioned a tight loop uncoiling with perfect precision — a cast that transcended even its purpose.
This was in the mid-1990s, and I was fly-fishing with good friends on the Missouri River near Craig, Mont. We were ready to buck the stiff current and exit the big water after yet another glorious morning of fishing. The entire scene cried out for watercolors and canvas: cobalt-blue sky above, moonshine-clear water below, all bracketed by majestic, awe-inspiring mountains. Such beauty is impossible to forget.
The rainbow trout were in a carnivorous frenzy, eating relentlessly on the surface. By 11 a.m., the trout had stopped rising and we were ready for lunch. But one fish, on a tricky piece of slack water in front of a sprawling beaver hut, kept eating. We looked at each other deferentially, waiting for the other to make a move. Calling everyone's bluff, I stripped off some fly line, made two rhythm-gathering false casts and let fly.
The cast unfurled in textbook fashion — a perfect, tight loop of line, leader and fly. My hand-tied imitation dimpled the water as soft as a cotton ball and disappeared just as quickly in the gaping mouth of a 14-inch rainbow.
"Nice fish," said my late mentor and dear friend Tom Helgeson, an esteemed local journalist and publisher of Midwest Fly Fishing Magazine. "Pretty cast. Well done."
That moment and Tom's words echoed in my ears this spring as I inventoried my fly rods, which had been collecting dust over most of the last four years. Life had conspired against any meaningful fly-fishing, but 2014, I told myself, would be my rebirth back into the sport. The memory of my Missouri River moment — and the absurdly lucky cast I made as a fly-fishing novice — made me chuckle and buoyed my spirits.
But my positive vibe was short-lived as I began casting practice at a local park before the trout opener. Something had happened in the last four years. All my accumulated skills and muscle memory had gone missing and atrophied into mush. I felt like the pitcher who suddenly couldn't find the strike zone, or the golfer who mysteriously got the shanks.
My fly rods felt like foreign objects in my hand. Nearly every practice cast I made crash-landed on the water. Frustration started to build. Perhaps it was geography, I thought. So I switched practice locations. Still more crash-landings. I was stuck in the middle of a black comedy, and I wasn't sure how to fix it.