For Deandre Mathieu, it was nothing new.
After graduating from the University of Minnesota in spring of 2015 and leaving the basketball team, the dream, once again, hit a road block.
The lithe point guard, listed at 5-9 on the Gophers' roster, had hoped to transition from the power-conference team that had given a chance to the professional realms. Despite the long odds Mathieu has faced throughout his young basketball career, just about everyone in Lonsdale – the fraying neighborhood in Tennessee where he grew up – seemed to expect it.
But after getting his degree, nothing went as planned. Mathieu signed with an agent, but work never came. Not in the states, not overseas. While former teammates Mo Walker, Austin Hollins and Andre Hollins all took jobs internationally, Mathieu sat at home, wondering what had happened.
It felt like a flashback to the start of his career, when as a walk-on at Morehead State, Mathieu battled to be seen as a scholarship athlete. Later, at a junior college, Mathieu hungered for the next stop, which ultimately came with the Gophers. Along the way, many told him he was too small and not talented enough to make it.
Man, he thought again, after graduating, I should be playing.
"It was bad for me for a minute," Mathieu said of his first few months post-Minnesota. "I wouldn't even watch games or anything on TV. It was just like watching games, sometimes, was just sickening, sitting at home after I'd played basketball every day for the last 20 years of my life ...I kind of feel like I let a lot of people down, but at the same time, I knew I've let myself down."
Mathieu, who is currently working at a Nike store in Knoxville, took a job with the local Boys and Girls club last year, working as a gym instructor with the kindergarten and first grade group. The gig had plenty of bright moments, hanging out with kids and playing basketball. And for the first time since the birth of his son, Elijah, who will be 2 in July, he had some free time. He watched little Eli grow from an infant who attended most of the games with mom, Charisma Payne, during Mathieu's senior season to a toddler who will make shots on his Little Tikes hoop and then jog backwards, reveling.