Hanad Musse stood before a federal judge Wednesday, ready to plead guilty for his involvement in conspiring to support terrorists in Syria.
But U.S. District Judge Michael Davis wanted more.
"I don't want a recitation," said Davis in a stern, almost impatient tone. "I want him to explain to me what he did."
And with that, as a packed courtroom listened intently, the 19-year-old Musse explained why for nearly a year he conspired with his friends to find a way to join the Islamic State of Iraq and the Levant (ISIL). Reports of beheadings, rapes and kidnapping perpetrated by ISIL troops were not enough to dissuade him from attempting to travel to Syria, he said.
Musse described how he initially saw himself as a freedom fighter, a young man who was going to fight the Syrian oppressors and a Kurdish terrorist organization that perpetrated "evil" upon women and children in Syria and Iraq.
Musse was at first hesitant to implicate his friends as co-defendants in the conspiracy, repeatedly saying "I speak only for myself, sir." But eventually he acknowledged — one by one — that they were involved with him trying to buy fake passports that would get them out of the United States and eventually into Syria.
He told Davis that he and his friends met as many as 10 times to plan how they would avoid detection by U.S. authorities. He was lured by online ISIL propaganda and through friends, including his cousin Abdi Nur, who successfully left the country in May 2014 to join ISIL.
Finally, after an hourlong hearing, the Somali-American who was born in St. Louis Park summed it up without any prompting from judge, prosecutor or defense attorney. In a packed courtroom filled with more than a dozen of his friends and his father, Musse looked the judge in the eye and said, "I committed a terrorist act, and I'm guilty of it."