The old Hmong soldier's voice broke as he told of coming upon American pilots in the smoking wreckage of their plane or helping evacuate a chaotic CIA base as the dominoes were falling in Southeast Asia.
Xai Paul Vang, 65, of Cottage Grove, spoke in the hallway of the Minnesota State Office Building last week, evoking memories of the "Secret War" in his native country of Laos in the '60s and '70s.
And explaining why a patch of ground in the Minnesota State Capitol Mall means so much to him.
"Every year in the last seven years, he has come to the location where it is designated for the monument, to honor it," said an interpreter as Vang spoke. Even if he dies before it is finished, Vang feels "his spirit will be there. That is designated for him and all the Hmong-Lao veterans."
The past was very much in the present in the crush of legislative business a few feet away. The House Committee on Capital Investment heard a pitch for a long-planned memorial on the Mall to the Hmong and Lao veterans and their families, who have been part of the fabric of St. Paul and the Twin Cities since the wars ended in 1975.
"We're here in America, the land of freedom, because of the sacrifices made by our elders," Yia Michael Thao, the son of a soldier who fought on the U.S. side, told the committee.
The Legislature and Gov. Mark Dayton are considering a proposal to spend $450,000, combined with another $150,000 to be raised privately, to build the memorial. This is the second go-round for the project, which once fell short of private fundraising goals.
This time Thao, who serves as finance chair for the project, said $130,000 has already been raised. It has been greenlighted by Gov. Mark Dayton and in an initial capital bill proposed by the House committee chair, Rep. Alice Hausman, DFL-St. Paul. It has moved through a committee in the Senate, where its champion is Sen. Foung Hawj, DFL-St. Paul, also a Laotian-born son of a Hmong soldier.