Sgt. Pat McArdle and I were to meet a few Tuesdays back to talk about his upcoming retirement. Instead, McArdle was called to the scene of a fatality in Taylors Falls.
McArdle, a state trooper, often is among the first responders to such tragedies. Might this have been his last? "I sure hope so," McArdle said when we talked a week later. But, with two hours remaining before official retirement began, he wasn't assuming anything.
In 32 years, McArdle, 54, of Forest Lake has spent more than 1 million miles in his squad cars, covering largely rural north Washington and all of Chisago counties. Steady and low-key, McArdle said much of his work was teaching road safety, sometimes with a friendly warning. Slow down. Click that seat belt. Keep your child in a car seat.
If he had to make his point a little louder, he'd issue a citation. But his job never was about writing "as many tickets as possible," he said. "It was uneventful a lot of the time. Then, suddenly, it's not routine at all."
Reluctantly, McArdle pulled a lined sheet of paper from his pocket. Cryptic hand-written notes on both sides tell the sorrowful tales, the ones he kept from his wife and his two children, now grown.
Rollover. Head-on. Trapped. 4-year-old boy. Knew victim.
McArdle once attended the funeral of a 17-year-old girl who fell asleep at the wheel. "When I drive by [that spot] I still think about that," he said. That was 15 years ago.
It's not just the deaths that haunt him. For every fatality, he said, "there are 10 serious injuries. To me, it's just as sad if somebody's permanently injured, and that happens a lot. You always wonder how they're doing, the human toll."