Lindsey Smith said she was watching Fourth of July fireworks with her parents when they made a last-ditch plea for her not to go to Mosul.
But the 35-year-old Minneapolis nurse practitioner said watching a display so symbolic of American freedom reaffirmed her decision to help refugees of Syria's bloody war with the Islamic State of Iraq and Syria (ISIS). She plans to spend 10 days volunteering at a refugee camp 10 miles away from an ISIS-controlled area and at a separate trauma center just a mile away from an area ISIS holds in northern Iraq.
Refugees fleeing from the fighting need help, Smith said. "If that was my family, I would hope that the world would care."
Smith plans to leave Monday for Mosul. She will work alongside other medical personnel providing emergency and general medical care to those in need. Last year, she went to Greece to help refugees just weeks after Macedonia closed its border to prevent them from traveling west in a desperate effort to reach the relative safety of Europe.
Smith said she saw some refugees die — some by electrocution near railroad tracks, another who was run over by a police van — and witnessed police crackdowns that included volleys of rubber bullets and tear gas. When she got home she couldn't sleep and became depressed. She said she experienced reverse culture shock seeing how life moves on in the U.S. while others fight for their lives.
"That's when I really struggle because now I've watched those people, and I know what's still happening there," Smith said.
She said she expects Mosul to be even more traumatic than her time in Greece. Rather than seeing refugees far removed from the battle zone, her patients in Iraq will have just escaped intense violence. She's preparing for her trip by working with emergency room doctors and paramedic teams through Minnesota's chapter of the Syrian American Medical Society, of which she is president.
And for mental preparation?