Gwen Stefani oozed sunshine over the phone. Not Southern California sunshine. But I'm-happy-in-life sunshine.
Of course, there's no simple explanation for how she got there. Ask her a question and you get a long-winded, self-analytical and very revealing answer.
Never during the course of an hourlong conference with several journalists did she offer a short, straightforward answer.
The pop superstar's life of late has been complicated. Divorce from her rock-star husband of 13 years, Gavin Rossdale of the band Bush, shortly after their third son was born. Then new romance with country superstar Blake Shelton, her fellow, just-divorced coach on NBC's "The Voice." And suddenly a new album ("This Is What the Truth Feels Like") and then a tour to promote it, which comes to St. Paul on Sunday.
"I wasn't making this record to talk to you about it. I wasn't making this record to go on tour. I wasn't making this record to share it," Stefani, 46, admitted before the tour started. "I was making it because it's all I could do, you know what I mean, to save my own life."
Her first solo album in 10 years and her first recording since No Doubt's modest-selling "Push and Shove" in 2012, it started as an arduous process but eventually came together quickly.
Stefani recorded a solo album working with Ryan Tedder, Calvin Harris, Charli XCX and Sia and then scrapped it in 2014. She started over after filing for divorce last summer from Rossdale, who reportedly was cheating on her with their children's nanny.
"These songs, I feel like God just handed them down to me as, like this kind of Band-Aid to kind of help me through this crazy time in my life," she said.