This won't be fun to write.
It's no fun, of course, to take the side of letting the facts direct our opinions, even if that makes the most sense. You know what's fun? It's fun to let our imaginations take over, to theorize and suppose, to fit every square peg of a news story into our round-hole point of view.
To know what happened - and why, of course - without having to really know.
So you and I watch the same 48-second cellphone video of two Baton Rouge, La., police officers wrestling a large black man Tuesday to the pavement outside a convenience store. Our view is not pristine, partly obscured, but this doesn't look good.
One officer hollers, "Don't move" at the suspect, 37-year-old Alton Sterling. Then, "He's got a gun! Gun!" Then, "You (expletive) move, I swear to God . "
Then a gunshot, soon followed by at least four more as the cellphone camera veers away. Sterling was dead, not far from the makeshift stand where he sold CDs outside the Triple S Food Mart.
That's what we know, what we've seen with our own eyes.
First, if you came here to hear a defense of those two officers, sorry. I don't know enough to say. I do apologize if you're tired of hearing people say that maybe it might be a good idea to know more before we fire off our thoughts, but there it is.