In the end, Penn State's football program didn't receive the death penalty. It just felt like it.
The NCAA swung its hammer Monday and delivered unprecedented and crippling sanctions against Penn State and its football program over a child sexual molestation scandal. The penalties were historically harsh, and a swift, decisive action by a governing body that is routinely mocked for its toothless approach to discipline.
The punishment: A four-year postseason ban, $60 million fine, massive scholarship limitations, victories vacated from 1998 to 2011, current players free to transfer immediately without restriction.
The NCAA stopped short of applying the death penalty, but the actual punishment might be more punitive than a temporary suspension of football in Happy Valley. The sanctions practically ensure the program won't recover for years, probably decades and maybe ever. Penn State football is dead for the foreseeable future.
How do you feel now?
Are you relieved, satisfied, sad, still angry?
Is it possible to feel all those emotions at the same time on the same subject, because I sure do.
My emotions ran the gamut in contemplating what to express about the penalties and their potential ramifications for a football team, school and community. What happened at Penn State was so egregious, so sickening and so preventable that any punishment handed down would not be harsh enough, even if the NCAA arguably overstepped its boundaries in a criminal matter without launching its own investigation or following its normal protocol.