Paul Herwig answered quickly and unmistakably.
"It's totally odd," he said about the subjective nature of his latest theatrical venture. "I keep going to Jennifer and saying, 'This isn't coming across as a big personal obsession, is it?'"
Jennifer is Jennifer Ilse, Herwig's partner in life as well as in theater, at Off-Leash Area. This weekend at the Ritz Theater studio, the troupe opens a new dance-theater piece inspired by Herwig's failing eyesight, "Now Eye See You, Now Eye Don't." Herwig plays a painter who is slowly losing his vision.
However, do not suggest to him that he's somehow brave for baring his real-life situation.
"I'm very uncomfortable if someone did say that, because there are people who live with greater disabilities, and I can actually get around and see and read," he said.
Herwig cannot drive and is legally blind if he removes his contact lenses. He can read large print but has trouble making out signs or faces across the street. Nearing 50, he understands better than most people the minefields of aging. Still, he bristles at the idea that he might be exploiting himself for art's sake -- it's not his style, nor is it the physically presentational aesthetic of Off-Leash.
"He is definitely uncomfortable with the autobiographical piece of it," said playwright Dominic Orlando, who's helped Off-Leash develop a script. "But as I've told him, you can't write a play about an artist who is going blind and say it's a coincidence."
Herwig needed glasses before he was a year old. When he was 40 and 42, he had cataract surgeries. Two years ago he had a bad retinal tear and needed surgery to save the vision in one eye. Ironically, because he is in good physical condition, he healed fast, and that caused scar tissue that needed another surgery. Because of the shape of his eyes and his age, he's susceptible to retinal tears.