"Letting Go of God"
★★★ out of four stars Unrated by the MPAA.
Theater: Oak Street Cinema, 7 p.m. today-Tue.
A couple of years ago, Julia Sweeney opened her door to a pair of Mormon missionaries who asked her about her relationship to God. That got her thinking, and reading, and researching, and in time Sweeney was looking at all sorts of supernatural belief systems with profound skepticism. She shaped her spiritual knowledge journey into a one-woman stage show that charted her eventual embrace of atheism. The filmed version of "Letting Go of God" is a no-frills affair, but Sweeney's talking-head presentation compensates for static visuals with soul-searching substance. Sweeney is known as a comedian from her years on "Saturday Night Live," but her show is touching, thoughtful, heartfelt and unfailingly honest.
Sweeney recounts her de-conversion from Catholicism to the belief that the universe is a crapshoot of mammoth proportions. The disillusioning experience behind her change of heart was actually studying the Bible. Her close reading of the text revealed internal inconsistencies, a deity that demanded human sacrifice and who condemned the victimized animal to death "if a man lie with a beast."
Her disbelief expanded wherever she looked. A vacation in Asia brought her face to face with Buddhism's unsavory tendency to blame human birth defects on bad behavior in prior lifetimes. She debunks Deepak Chopra's claims about the occult influences of quantum mechanics, examines the wishful thinking that underlies Deist nature worship, and eventually finds peace of mind in viewing the universe as an awe-inspiring game of chance.
While Sweeney confesses that she misses the sense of divine purpose and love she experienced in church, "the invisible and the nonexistent often look very much alike." Sweeney's quest put her at odds with her devout parents, but their relationship emerged all the stronger for having been tested. You may argue with Sweeney's conclusions, but you must admire her determination to question received wisdom and think for herself.
"Constantine's Sword"
★★ out of four stars
Unrated by the MPAA.