These days, Harun Abda can smile when he runs. The passion, the determination, the impetus are all still there.
But after fleeing political turmoil and oppression in his native Ethiopia and bounding into the unknown as a refugee, the senior Gophers track star now runs simply because he wants to.
With the breeze at his back and a contagious smile painted across his face, Abda heads into the Big Ten Championships — which start Friday in Columbus, Ohio — looking to cap an impressive college career that he hopes will take him to the next level.
To get to that point, Abda has exerted an inordinate amount of focus and grit both toward his sport and his foremost goal — graduating, which he is expected to do later this month. But through the grind, one impression strikes Abda's coaches and teammates: He's having a ball.
"I've seen a lot and I went through a lot," said Abda, who became a United States citizen last year. "Sometimes [people] ask me, 'Why are you still smiling?' … But when you go through all this and now — you have nothing to fear."
There's plenty to elicit a grin now for Abda, a six-time All-America and three-time Big Ten indoor champion in the 600 meters, a competitive relay runner and one of the best 800 runners in the country. His coaches say he has a chance at the Olympics, which is the next goal for the versatile runner who ran the 800 at the Olympic trials last year.
"He's fast," Gophers coach Steve Plasencia said matter-of-factly. "He's not afraid to challenge himself. … He runs best when he runs from the front, which means you have to go out with a little bit of reckless abandon. He's not afraid to take the lead, which takes some courage."
It's a character trait forcibly instilled a decade ago, when upturned lips didn't come so easy.