NEW YORK — Alex Rodriguez vowed to fight.
Everth Cabrera cried.
Nelson Cruz apologized to his Texas teammates.
Jhonny Peralta admitted to a "terrible mistake." Antonio Bastardo confessed to "significant errors in judgment."
On a day filled with recrimination, regret and refrain, 13 players were penalized as a result of Major League Baseball's six-month-plus investigation of Biogenesis of America, a Florida anti-aging clinic accused of distributing banned performance-enhancing drugs.
Twelve accepted 50-game suspensions in baseball's most sweeping punishment since the Black Sox scandal nearly a century ago, including All-Stars Cabrera, Cruz and Everth Cabrera. They can return for the playoffs if their teams make the postseason.
Rodriguez was suspended through 2014, but looked ahead to overturning the penalty in a grievance.
"This is probably just phase two just starting," Rodriguez said Monday. "It's not going to get easier. It's probably going to get harder."
With Ryan Braun's 65-game suspension last month, the number of players connected to Biogenesis rose to 18.
The harshest penalty was reserved for Rodriguez, the New York Yankees slugger, a three-time Most Valuable Player and baseball's highest-paid star. His suspension covers 211 games starting Thursday. And since arbitrator Fredric Horowitz isn't expected to rule until November or December at the earliest, Rodriguez was free to make his season debut Monday night and play the rest of this year.
Sidelined since hip surgery in January, Rodriguez rejoined the Yankees for a series opener at the Chicago White Sox, playing third base and batting fourth.
"The last seven months has been a nightmare, has been probably the worst time of my life for sure," Rodriguez said before the game.
Booed loudly each time he walked to the plate, Rodriguez went 1 for 4 in New York's 8-1 loss. He blooped a single to left field in the second inning, flied out in the fourth and sixth, then struck out in the eighth. He acknowledged he felt rusty in the field, though he made all his plays.
"It was fun to go out there and play the game again," Rodriguez said. "I love the fans here."
Once the greatest player of his time, he was reduced Monday night to saying that he was humbled, at 38, just to "have the opportunity to put on this uniform again" and adding if he didn't fight for his career, no one else would.
A-Rod's drug penalty was for "his use and possession of numerous forms of prohibited performance-enhancing substances, including testosterone and human growth hormone over the course of multiple years," MLB said.
His punishment under the labor contract was "for attempting to cover up his violations of the program by engaging in a course of conduct intended to obstruct and frustrate the office of the commissioner's investigation."
In Chicago, Rodriguez wouldn't deny using PEDs, saying "when the time is right, there will be an opportunity to do all of that. I don't think that time is right now."