It was called the Door of No Return, the coffin-sized portal in the slave house that looked out onto the Atlantic Ocean. From here, the curator told us, black captives were crowded into the bowels of ships that would take them to a life of bondage. Some didn't survive the journey; many who did were brutally broken, or "seasoned," in such places as Jamaica before landing in plantations across the Americas. None were to ever return -- except, perhaps, as ghosts. I am here, on Gorée Island in Senegal, the first member of my family to set foot back on the African continent. Our lore says that we are descended from the Ashantis of Ghana. But we could be from any other group, including the Fulani, the Mandinka and the Wolof of Senegal, that collectively gave up an estimated 10 million people during 400 years of this peculiar trade. Not knowing has been a source of frustration, but also a blessing. We claim the whole restless continent in its wars and wonders, its problems and promise. Standing in this slave house, hearing the waves crash, I feel the tug of latent memories. I am one of hundreds of thousands who have made this ancestral pilgrimage, visiting hallowed space to ground myself in the spirit of my ancestors -- to steel myself in the knowledge that any little thing I face is nothing compared with what they endured.
The Ghanaians use the word "sankofa" to describe what I'm doing. It means going back in order to go forward -- through the past into the future.
Travel looks at the nature of pilgrimage in this four-part series. The current collection of stories explores physical challenges imbued with meaning that transcends the journeys. On Jan. 7, we'll examine heritage travel and go to the slave castles of Senegal with a writer whose family members may have passed through on the way to the New World. Part I of the series, about spiritual journeys, took us to Jerusalem. Part II, on cultural pilgrimages, followed fans to Elvis Presley's Graceland.
A family trip home to Thailand spans many kinds of obstacles -- time, culture and oceans among them.